I close my eyes and still
can see you.
you are so beautiful.
magnetic.
I thought there could be something.
but I was a fool.
the clown in some awful comedy
there is so much inside my head whirling
like a drain insane
deranged
and still I can see you.
why?
I god,
Feel oh,
Nothing god,
Anymore. why?
I am empty now.
it’s as though ice has frozen me
ice has burned me.
and still I see you.
every time I close my eyes.
and I hear your
laugh.
and your voice
the voice of an angel
but everything was for nothing.
I was wrong.
I was bewitched.
not my self.
I sit, so tired, so weak
and your eyes have been
burned into my mind,
so intense, like a blue fire
and then there is the steam of
my heart
melting
but now its gone,
over,
no longer able to be
melted, I am ice
I am
cold
dark
alone
empty
-kmt
©2008
